Some new shoes

Dearest Pau,

I went shopping last night for some shirts and shoes. I rarely go shopping for myself since you were born. It is funny how everything changes once a child is born.

I got some Hush Puppies. I was debating between Timberlake and Sabtico dockers, but the Hush Puppies were way more comfortable. I recall going shopping for shoes with your mum and she let me pick out some for you. Granted she paid for them, but it was a nice gesture on her part when she let me decide. I loved it so much when she included me in the decision making. It seemed she would only do this on small scale though and that is what caused the friction for me, we all have our buttons, I guess.

I got some bright, light colored shirts that I thought your mum may like. I recall her pointing out some shirts that she would like me to wear, I liked her taste.

I find myself thinking about your mum and converstaions, etc...and wishing I could say everything over and offer your mum all the emotional support she deserves.

There will not be another woman in my life that is as significant as your mother. I she a wonderful woman in your mother and a beautiful soul. In my heart I carry her with me foralways and a day.


Love,

Pops